* Erotic, Intoxicating.

01. HEAVY NSFW WARNINGS: Contains sexual, nudity, profanities, Erotic-Grotesque (Ero Guro) medias, etc. Some contents may be triggering and may/may not come with trigger warnings. Reader discretion is advised.02. DO NOT FOLLOW OR INTERACT IF: Either writer or muse are both minors and/or simply find the contents disturbing.03. Anything written in this account is merely for roleplaying purpose, no commercial advantages were taken. Any resemblance to the real life events, places, or people are purely coincidental.04. Mainly writing in descriptive, semi to literated English & Indonesian. Addition of other languages may occur if needed. Frontal with local profanities can be done by request. Expect grammatical errors everywhere.

*The light,
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An artist. Young, talented, and ravishing. Meet Adelheid, one that has sparked controversy upon her rather questionable sense of art; something that is a perfect blend of both eroticism and grotesqueness. Some find her works unique. But others? Disgusted. Barely even pleased in the sight of them. Luckily for her, she could really care less about their opinions. She finds enjoyment in doing so. Besides, of all people in this world, she cannot be the only one who finds charm in such rarity. She believes that, just because something is nowhere near mass-pleasing, doesn't mean it's unworthy of love.

THE ARTIST 
Full NameAdelheid Keiko van Damme
Age27
SexFemale
GenderFeminine (She/Her)
OccupationEro-Guro Artist
SpeciesHomo sapiens
OrientationBiromantic, Bisexual
NationalityGerman
EthnicityGerman-Japanese
LanguagesEnglish, German, Japanese

Art has been the biggest part of her life. Ever since she was a little girl, she has always been praised for her creativity. Her pieces used to be so full of life. Bright and colorful, pleasant to the eyes of many. Yet the older she gets, she finds that adding a darker twist to her pieces is more of her forte. She uses monochromes in her pieces, with a touch of red merely adding a hue that represents either eroticism, grotesqueness, or both at once. Or perhaps, it is but a cry for help; for her life has been slowly turning into shambles as days go by?

*The darkness,
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Human is nothing but a sinful being. Some might repent, the others might not. Some might have no choice but to sin, the others might even be proud of their wrongdoings. Adelheid, in this case, is the latter, though at first she was left with no options at all. She came from quite a wealthy family, yet the household smelled like alcohol and was full of screaming. Infidelity. Abuse. Neglect. They ruined the place one shall deem as nurturing; the place one should refer to as home. She was not loved enough for her to know how to love herself so ardently, nor to accept love that she was truly deserving. No example of a love so blooming that she kept falling for those with unholy intentions; those who only dated her merely for sex, money, or both.

THE BODY 
PseudonymYsabella Weisz
AgeUnknown
SexFemale
GenderFeminine (She/Her)
OrientationBisexual
OccupationAdult Streamer
AppearanceFair-skinned. Tattoos. Face hidden.
Stream PairingsMainly solo. Sometimes partnered.
LanguageEnglish

One day she was left nearly penniless; being deceived into investing all her money to a boy so ungrateful, which, as expected, never intended to return her favor. A man in his late 30's approached her, offered her a job with fantastic income potential; a streamer. Further details was not provided. As someone who was desperate for money, she found this opportunity rather intriguing. Little did she know she was just registered as an adult streamer; the fantastic income potential came from the idea of her selling her body. Even worse, she was being controlled. To escape the situation was far harder than she thought it would be. Yet bizzarely so, she started to like it; to have her body being exposed and lusted after by many. And perhaps, this is what she has always wanted aside from being an artist.

*And a little bit of both.
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Behind such concerning sense of art lies a sweet lass with an immense love for animals. She has a puppy whom she named after her favorite snack, Biscuit. She is a sweet tooth and chocolate never goes wrong as a treat.As an introvert, she'd take time warming up to others. She gets easily overwhelmed when handling too many interactions at once—especially in public or somewhere too crowded—but once she includes someone in her bubble, it shall turn into a whole different story. Opening up becomes so much more easier because the safety she once look for has already been guaranted. She'd display her warm and playful side; throwing jokes or even being a velcro person that always sticks and follows her favorite people wherever they go.

When it comes to her art pieces, however, everything turns upside down. She is the biggest critique of her works. This is rooted in the fact that she wasn't getting enough appreciation as a kid unless she exceeded people's expectation—which was almost impossible. That's what made her believe that, in order to be appreciated, one must create nothing but a perfection. She is anxious most of the time, afraid that she is not good enough. Therefore, one minor mistake is enough to push her into a breaking point that she ends up despising herself so much she might eventually abandon her works—or even herself, on that matter.